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„Im Schwarzbrot war die Welt, was sie in ihrem Wesen nach ist - eine primitive, durch Magie gelenkte Welt, in der die Angst die Hauptrolle spielt. Der Junge, der die meiste Angst einfloessen konnte, wurde zum Anfuehrer und so lange geachtet, wie er seine Macht behaupten konnte. Andere Jungen waren Rebellen, und sie wurden bewundert, aber Anfuehrer wurden sie nie. Die Mehrheit war nichts als Ton in den Händen der Furchtlosen. Auf ein paar wenige konnte man sich verlassen, auf die meisten aber nicht. Die Luft war voller Spannung, man konnte nichts für morgen voraussagen. Dieser lockere, primitive Kern einer Gesellschaft brachte heftige Begierden, Gefühle, heftigen WIssensdurst hervor. Nichts wurde als erwiesen hingenommen; jeder Tag verlangte eine neue Kraftprobe, ein neues Gefühl von Kraft oder Versagen. Und so hatten wir bis zum Alter von neun oder zehn Jahren einen echten Geschmack vom Leben - wir waren unsere eigenen Herren. Das heißt diejenigen von uns, die das Glück hatten, nicht durch ihre Eltern verdorben worden zu sein, die abends frei durch die Straßen streunen und die Dinge mit unseren Augen entdecken konnten. Nicht ohne ein gewisses wehmütiges Bedauern denke ich daran, daß dieses streng begrenzte Leben der frühen Knabenjahre wie eine unermeßliche Welt, das Leben, das ihm folgte, das Leben der Erwachsenen, mir als ein ständig schrumpfender Bereich erscheint. Von dem Augenblick an, wo man in die Schule gesteckt wird, ist man verloren: man hat das Gefühl, daß man einen Halfter um den Hals gelegt bekommt. Das Brot verliert seinen Geschmack, wie das Leben ihn verliert. Sein Brot zu verdienen, wird wichtiger, als es zu essen. Alles wird berechnet, und alles hat seinen Preis.“

„Die schönste Gelegenheit, die das Leben bietet, ist menschlich zu sein.“

„Mach alles, aber lass es Freude machen. Mach alles, aber lass es Ekstase hervorrufen.“

„Jeder mit den Klassikern vollgestopfte Mensch ist ein Feind der Menschheit.“

„Mein Suchen nach allen möglich Ausdrucksmitteln ist so etwas wie göttliches Stottern. Ich bin von dem prächtigen Zusammenbruch der Welt geblendet.“

„Vielleicht fehlt uns der Träumer, und wir wissen noch nicht einmal, dass er uns fehlt.“

„Ein Mann, der seine Frau liebt, achtet nicht auf ihr Kleid, sondern auf seine Frau. Fängt er an, auf die Kleidung zu achten, hat seine Liebe schon nachgelassen.“

„Der wahre Anführer muss nicht führen. Er gibt sich damit zufrieden, den Weg zu weisen.“

„Jeder Mensch hat sein eigenes Schicksal: Das einzige Gebot ist, ihm zu folgen, es zu akzeptieren, egal wohin es ihn führt.“

“We are dancing in the hollow of nothingness. We are one flesh, but separated like stars.”

“Even the idiot may have a message for us”

“There's something perverse about women… they're all masochists at heart.”

“Madness is tonic and invigorating. It makes the sane more sane. The only ones who are unable to profit by it are the insane.”

“have you ever seen a genius out there looking for a job? it's the saddest thing in the world. no one will hire him. there is only one place where he is always welcome- at the bottom.”

“It is with the soul that we grasp the essence of another person, not with the mind, not even with the heart.”

“The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware. In this state of god-like awareness one sings; in this realm the world exists as poem.”

“My understanding of the meaning of a book is that the book itself disappears from sight, that it is chewed alive, digested and incorporated into the system as flesh and blood which in turn creates new spirit and reshapes the world.”

“But it's just because the chances are all against you, just because there is so little hope, that life is sweet over here.”

“Day by day. No yesterdays and no tomorrows. The barometer never changes, the flag is always at half-mast.”

“The worst sin that can be committed against the artist is to take him at his word, to see in his work a fulfillment instead of an horizon.”

“My hunger and curiosity drive me forward in all directions at once.”

“If we have not found heaven within, it is a certainty we will not find it without.”

“To be generous is to say yes before the man even opens his mouth.”

“To be free, as I then knew myself to be, is to realize that all conquest is vain, even the conquest of self, which is the last act of egotism. To be joyous is to carry the ego to its last summit and to deliver it triumphantly. To know peace is total: it is the moment after, when the surrenderer is complete, when there is no longer even the consciounsness of surrender. Peace is at the centre and when it is attainded the voice issues forth in praise and benediction. Then the voice carries far and wide, to the outermost limits of the universe. Then it heals, because it brings light and the warmth of compassion.”

“She was to me, and still is, the greatest person I have known - one who can truly be called a "devoted" soul. I owe her everything.”

“To walk in money through the night crowd, protected by money, lulled by money, dulled by money, the crowd itself a money, the breath money, no least single object anywhere that is not money, money, money everywhere and still not enough, and then no money or a little money or less money or more money, but money, always money, and if you have money or you don't have money it is the money that counts and money makes money, but what makes money make money?”

“The new always carries with it the sense of violation, of sacrilege. What is dead is sacred; what is new, that is, different, is evil, dangerous, or subversive.”

“I am glad to be a maggot in the corpse which is the world.”

“The Happiest peoples, it is said, are those which have no history. Those who have a history, those who have made history seem only to have emphazied through their acomplishments the eternality of struggle. These disappear too eventually, just as those who made no effort, who were content to merely live & enjoy.”

“Through it all I learned the value of being humble to the dust, reduced to ashes. Everyone should experience that. Before you can recognize you're somebody, you have to know you're nobody. [-] The butterfly was just a lowly worm in its beginning. The worm didn't live with the moment-to-moment expectation of sprouting wings and taking flight. He lived a useful and productive life, the life of a worm. And he had to die a worm in order to be born as an angel! The spinning of the cocoon is, in and of itself, remarkable. It is as wondrous as the emergence and first flight of the butterfly.”

“For a hundred years or more the world, our world, has been dying. And not one man, in these last hundred years or so, has been crazy enough to put a bomb up the asshole of creation and set it off. The world is rotting away, dying piecemeal. But it needs the coup de grace, it needs to be blown to smithereens.”

“The man who doesn't respond to music, the man without music in his soul is not to be trusted. A man like that is cold and empty, empty to the core.”

“One day, during one of their sessions, Gurdjieff tells Peters to look out the window and describe what he sees. 'An oak tree' the child answers. 'And what do you see on the oak tree?' 'Acorns' Peters replies. 'How many of these acorns do you suppose will become trees?' Fritz Peters is stumped, [-] 'Maybe five or six?'
'No' retorts Gurdjieff. 'Only one will become a tree, perhaps, none! Nature is always very giving, but it only gives possibility. It takes hard work and great effort to become a tree or a genuine man.”

“Through art then, one finally establishes contact with reality: that is the great discovery. Here all is play and invention; there is no solid foothold from which to launch the projectiles which will pierce the miasma of folly, ignorance and greed. The world has not to be put in order: the world is order incarnate. It is for us to put ourselves in unison with this order, to know what is the world order in contradistinction to the wishful-thinking orders which we seek to impose on one another. The power which we long to possess, in order to establish the good, the true and the beautiful, would prove to be, if we could have it, but the means of destroying one another. It is fortunate that we are powerless.”

“Take a good look at me. Now tell me, do you think I'm the sort of fellow who gives a fuck what happens once he's dead?”

“I am a free man-and I need my freedom. I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion. I need sunshine and paving tones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself with only the music of my heart for company. What do you want of me? When I have something to say, I put it in print. When I have something to give, I give it. Your prying curiosity turns my stomach! Your compliments humiliate me. Your tea poisons me! I owe nothing to anyone, I would've responsible to God alone-if he exited!”

“I'm crazy enough to believe that the happiest man on earth is the man with the fewest needs.”

“The great ones do not set up offices, charge fees, give lectures, or write books. Wisdom is silent, and the most effective propaganda for truth is the force of personal example. The great ones attract disciples, lesser figures whose mission is to preach and to teach. These are gospelers who, unequal to the highest task, spend their lives in converting others. The great ones are indifferent, in the profoundest sense. They don't ask you to believe: they electrify you by their behavior. They are the awakeners.”